In the sun I feel as one

TIL

Rob, one of the authors of the web comic Cyanide & Happiness, is an alum of my college.

Did my high school physics teacher and his wife seriously just offer me wine? Lol.

11 Things You Want to Say to 11 People Right Now

At the beginning of this year, I typed one of these up. And honestly, I wanted to rewrite the whole thing by that weekend. And several times since then. But now since I finally have the time and hopefully I’m in a place where my opinions of these people will remain stable for a while, I’m choosing to rewrite it now. Except each person will have a sentence each since I know I’d get carried away otherwise. And it may or may not feature all, some, or none of the people from my last list. And there’s an extra person, making it 11.

1. The more I try to punish you, the more I end up punishing myself, so here’s to me officially letting go and letting God/society/yourself or even nothing decide your fate.
2. I don’t know if I want to give up pursuing you or not.
3. You may not always be there for me, but when you are, you always give me the best advice.
4. You say you want to keep your breakup private because you say that he’s a private person, but that sure as hell did not stop you from making your relationship public when you two first got together/another excuse of how I let others control how I view my own life.
5. I’m sorry for your development of unrequited feelings that I’m hopefully just being paranoid about.
6. I look up to you, but at the same time, I hope I don’t let you down.
7. I hope you truly find your happiness whether it’s through your “happy” ending or letting go.
8. Please tell me what’s going on.
9. You were my catalyst by telling the truth when you said that I don’t have time to take care of myself.
10. Contrary to your stereotypical beliefs on certain societal groups, you are the most judgmental person I know.
11. You’re either increasingly being more negative or I’m increasingly being more aware of it, but either way, it’s driving me away from you.

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I need to stop drinking caffeine because my dreams while napping have consisted of weird things involving you. Nice, but weird. o_0

Ever since I got my FB years ago, it has the uncanny ability to always display every guy that I’ve ever liked’s profile on my friends list whenever I go to my own profile. Emphasis on “like,” not crush. From the time I apparently start liking the guy till the end, whether I’m consciously aware of it or not. Dammit…

STOP BEING SO CUTE YOU ARE KILLING ME GRRR.

EDIT: You’re cute even when you’ve gotten beat up..? What happened between Monday night and Tuesday!? :(

I hate

how your scent always lingers long after you’re gone, ugh.